First Official Post!

Its Thursday December 30th..............

The day before New Years Eve and I'm feeling really excited about the coming of the New Year. Spending the holidays with the family really is a good time to laugh abundantly, eat good, rejoice, relax, and reflect on the past year....This is where I am now...Reflecting....2010 was a huge "reality check"  year for me. I dealt with the abuse of bills, work demands, commitment demands, and purposeful means to myself. I learned I can't be everywhere at once and everything to everyone all the time. This year really challenged me to sit down and think about what is most important to me and making that a priority. This year has reconnected me to some of the desires of my heart that was lost in the roller coaster of life. It has really made me appreciate and value the relationships that I have with those that mean so much to me.

One huge thing, word, concept that I can remember from this year is "TRUTH". This word stares in some people face and they doubt it, make something else up, act like it isn't present, and hide from it. Truth is a hard pill to swallow it can even be the death of some people.....it's really hard to face the truth. Once you see truth looking at you in the face what do you do? Is it truth that you fail to budget and can't pay a bill? In an unhappy relationship? depressed or stressed? Well the truth out I found out is you are what you believe. If you say or put yourself in the category of stressed or depressed then you are.....if your in a unhappy relationship it's because you choose to be.....if you don't budget then you may build up on some debt #yourownfault. The "reality check" is "truth" when you realize that the reality of your situation is actually true (some of us live in a fantasy) then you maybe able to figure out how to deal with and get out of the situation your in. At least trying to make successful strides to DEAL with the TRUTH....

MA